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ninelives

by ashley ninelives

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1.
ninelives 03:38
they forgot to feed the cat for 7000 days so now i'm howling for attention until someone comes my way i'm starving here i'm asking for help and no one will give me directions what do i have to do around here to get some basic human affection i don't pretend to know what i'm doing here i'm just a dumb cat with a laptop but if you think it was a bad idea to tape a dumbbell to the gas go suck a dick and kiss my ass take a cough drop cause i'm doing fine i'm doing good i'm doing better than i should i'm not giving up i'm giving in it's for my own good do you mean to tell me we could have been fucking this whole time and now you're sick of waiting and you're leaving me behind well fuck you too and fuck your bad vibes you're not gonna spoil my fun cause i've still got my ninelives and you're stuck with only one cause i'm just another desperate faggot and i look kinda cute if you squint your eyes and i've really got a thing for cute broad-shouldered furry guys i'm young i'm dumb i'm full of cum and i'm reasonably sized so write or text or send a note and i'll get between your i'm doing fine i'm doing good i'm doing better than i probably should i'm giving up i'm giving in i know it's kinda forward but eventually it's gonna be for my own good
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hazybrained 02:59
you got a body like a cigarette dude i want your smoke inside of me i can sense your instincts i'm exactly what you need well i got 15 minutes and you look like you could really use a break just give me the signal and i'll be yours to take i think i'm about to do something stupid but oh god i hope the short term pleasure's worth it well let's try this again what's the matter with a little indulgence now and then i can get what i want if i flaunt some confidence we all want the same thing anyway so riddle me this what's the point in waiting for the perfect hominy grits why not jump the gun if you're ready to blow fuck taking it slow bleeding out of my face used to be a bad thing but now it's indicative of imminent sex i'm alright i'm okay i might be getting way ahead of myself but i think i wanna fuck around for just a little bit a little debauchery could be the cure for my itchy trigger finger come pfc i missed the class on horny decision making if you flip my trigger then the blood will start to gush but ain't that why we play this game to get that easy rush i can feel you tremble as i'm picking up the speed grind your hips and pull me back and give me what i need
3.
soyboy 02:01
i think i'm sensing a subtle unease something's not right and it's unclear to me if i'm fucked up or there's more deeper down or if i spend too much time thinking aloud but when there's a split between women and men i've got no idea where i'm supposed to fit in why do you get so fucking annoyed when i say i'm not a girl or a boy i'm a motherfucking they them their if you don't like it then i don't care why don't you mind your own affairs it's not that hard i don't fit inside your binary sometimes that's just how it be why don't you do you and i'll do me and i'll see you later when i move out things are gonna get better my deadname is not who i am any more give me some nourishment pass me a beer and promise that things will get better don't freak out don't lose your shit i'll be fine just roll with it there's no real reason why i'm like this you'll have to accept that at some point maybe i played with the wrong type of toys maybe i ate an abundance of soy what really matters is i'm not a boy so fuck you and i rest my case i don't need anyone holding me down as you can clearly see i'm still kicking around don't you see all i'm tryna do is live as authentically as i can so cut me some slack and give me a drink and just let me be who i am
4.
lonesome 03:38
i think you can start to see my self fulfilling prophecies haven't pushed me too far down the drain i'd still label myself a wreck but maybe not a nervous wreck i'm grabbing ahold of my brain well the decade-older furry guy who said i was his type of guy is working down at cricket wireless i got a job that i don't hate and i've set up a couple dates where i could end up undressed the flowers are about to bloom and i think that i might be too i've got stars in my eyes as i've said a thousand times my doctor's said a thousand times i just need to give it time i am 20 years old i am still in my prime i got a couple weeks left before i run out of time i could choose to invest in a college degree there's a safer life out there but it's not for me this cost me like 20 dollars i can choke you with this collar i'm outrageous i'm facetious if you've got a decent i just want some slutty clothes to match the lifestyle i'm promoting text me in a couple minutes if you wanna all these personal vendettas i've got on my gay agenda i don't care enough to keep your bullshit on my mind i'm here to degenerate your nonexistent master race so while you nazis whine i'll be out loving my life i don't wanna leave this earth before i see all i can experience until i'm ready to die
5.
recompiler 03:27
the event horizon starts to glow with every moment getting much more slow it's a matter of ifs and buts and wheres and whens understanding that you've reached the end and the information that you've lost is irrecoverable a mess of zeroes and ones on the surface of a supermassive black hole it's best to take preventative measures than to regret your loss you won't realize you need it until it's already gone
6.
comforter 03:00
your energy inspires me in spite of what i wanted to say though you're still not what i'm looking for when i'm gay every second week of the month i check my phone for any bites but all available positions have swiped right boys like you aren't gonna be a dime a dozen so i might as well get it while i can prednisone and stimuli develop in my age fueling reappraisals of my senses neurologic pathways are beginning to branch out i no longer require innocence girls like you weren't gonna be my choice of comfort but i might as well try it if i can while i can
7.
sleepyhead 04:12
living in a mason jar eating gluten free feel the waves of drowsiness washing over me we can take the interstate in your family car camp out on sebago lake sleep beneath the stars what page were we on again what chapter are we on it's so warm and comfortable here i don't wanna get up i find it easy to fantasize lying next to you when i romanticise our current situation it feels nice to say that things will get better but it feels pretty good right now as it is
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safeguard 1 01:49
now there's something missing that wasn't there before and i'm starting to feel empty but i don't know what for and you don't owe me anything i know it's only fair but it doesn't fill the void that you left there there aren't many days i'm not thinking about you and i hope that doesn't change but my body's aching and my legs are shaking and my innocence is quickly fading you've tangled yourself in my barbed wire
9.
safeguard 2 02:52
me i am your dragon i'll save you from the storm i'll wrap my wings around you to keep you safe and warm and me i am your guardian i'm here to hold you tight my job is to protect you so you don't have to fight hold me tell me that you're mine touch me we'll turn out just fine i know the water's rough ahead as long as you hold on we'll be fine
10.
exorcism 03:22
every time that i enter this room and try to get some rest i feel something come over me and as i close my eyes and drift to sleep i am possessed by the essence of some ancient deity i hear voices in my head they're always screaming after me i can't get outside my bed it's set to be the death of me we always knew that my time to go was approaching soon but now that it's here it hurts we always knew that fellatio was important to them but whenever we try it hurts good lord it's taking over me i can feel it coursing through my veins i've never given in so easily i've turned on a new part of my brain i'll take on a new identity move somewhere warm and sleep around i'll escort my body where i please so i guess i'll be seeing you around

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we gave a cat a computer a microphone a guitar and four months to make an album and the end result was gay furry noise pop

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released April 20, 2018

cover art by technojara!

special thanks and lots of love to: billis, emily, ember, collyn, naomi, sarah, fmd, roxy, and YOU

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