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i tried to do it right
conditions fully uncontrolled
restrained and misaligned
i lit the bunsen burner on my own

it's incredible
the things you find out for yourself
i used to be an animal
but i am turning into something else

you need to hold me accountable
or else i'm sure to waste away
i've slowly become vegetable
might help to scare myself awake

one way to kill my mind
don't wait save it all for me
i'm glad to sacrifice
don't waste your energy on me

before i'm carried away
i'll make a counter offer
can't begin to say what it's like
need a way to help me turn it down
it speaks to me in rhyme
in coded polyrhythm
can't think clear to save my life
help me please i think i fucked it up

if you zoom out far enough
it starts to feel familiar
although your perception's so distorted
you can't even talk about it
everything you're living through was
leading up to this decision
and you're slowly realizing
it's all more than you can handle

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from cheshire - single, released June 2, 2021

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