i think you can start to see
my self fulfilling prophecies
haven't pushed me too far down the drain
i'd still label myself a wreck
but maybe not a nervous wreck
i'm grabbing ahold of my brain

well the decade-older furry guy who said i was his type of guy
is working down at cricket wireless
i got a job that i don't hate and i've set up a couple dates
where i could end up undressed
the flowers are about to bloom and i think that i might be too
i've got stars in my eyes
as i've said a thousand times my doctor's said a thousand times
i just need to give it time

i am 20 years old
i am still in my prime
i got a couple weeks left before i run out of time
i could choose to invest in a college degree
there's a safer life out there but it's not for me

this cost me like 20 dollars
i can choke you with this collar
i'm outrageous i'm facetious
if you've got a decent
i just want some slutty clothes
to match the lifestyle i'm promoting
text me in a couple minutes if you wanna
all these personal vendettas
i've got on my gay agenda
i don't care enough to keep your bullshit on my mind
i'm here to degenerate your nonexistent master race
so while you nazis whine i'll be out loving my life

i don't wanna leave this earth before i see
all i can experience until i'm ready to die